And in this dark harvest of season
My life has completely lost reason,
For which or against to decide.
All lost in a savage and endless, bleak tide
In sadness and in kindness
In light and in darkness.
In a boat made of hope
I shall sail to tomorrow,
In a winding hurricane
Made of treachery and sorrow.
There's a spear, endless, and colossal spear...
Piercing, slashing though my head.
Starting somewhere in heaven,
Ending somewhere in hell.
Fighting, burning, crying, crashing.
Are the armies within.
In my head they are all thrashing.
On the heaven's and hell's whim.
To be light or to be darkness.
A perpetual array.
It's not merely my choi
It seems it has been quite a while since I have logged in here. A lot has happened in my life in that time but I wont waffle on about that forever. Just the basics. I relocated to sheffield just under 2 years ago. I got a job! finally, its only taking calls for the rspca but it pays the bills. I moved in with my long term partner Laura and we are very happy together.
I just turned 28 and for my birthday I got my first digital SLR camera. I love being able to take photos and share them quickly, but i'm still getting to grips with it so may take me a while to get anywhere near good with it. Long and short of it I should be on here a lot more o
Not that I actually went away I have, for now at least run out of things to post so i've spent less time here than usually. I'd like to think in all that time i'd have a million things to tell you but in reality I have had little of any interest happen to me.
The only thing is I had a job interview with the DWP civil service on Monday. I think it went ok but i have a two week wait at least to see what will happen. Which is pretty agonising.
I will do some writing sometime next week too.
I feel very sad and alone and depressed after my cat mindy (featured on this very site) had to be put down. She was suffering from cancer as well as a lot of age related symptoms and today it was decided it was best to end her suffering. Without her here it feels odd, she used to be the only one that'd be there no matter what and now she's gone i feel alone and scared and frankly pathetic for being so emotionally attached to a cat.